brb killing myself
current percentage of my wellness: -44%
well i’ve been a serious basket case these past few days
i feel like a doll
ghosts n stuff ya know.
throw back ugh i’ll always b ugly
I wanted to tell her everything. Maybe if I’d been able to, we could have lived differently, maybe I’d be there with you now instead of here. Maybe… if I’d said, ‘I’m so afraid of losing something I love that I refuse to love anything,’ maybe that would have made the impossible possible. Maybe, but I couldn’t do it, I had buried too much too deeply inside me. And here I am, instead of there.
|—||Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close (via lostteardrops)|